May 2013
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Personal co-parenting experiences
So I guess after the post about not letting your children become victims of your divorce, you may be waiting to find out if I know what I’m taking about, or if I have any further clues as to how you can get through this next part of your journey.
I don’t… View Post
April 2013
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Do not let YOUR CHILDREN become the VICTIMS of...
Warning: Do not let YOUR CHILDREN become the VICTIMS of your divorce.
Would you like your children to emerge from your divorce happy, mentally healthy and better prepared to face the challenges of life?
Despite what ‘people say’ this is ENTIRELY POSSIBLE… View Post
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Alive just for them
I once thought all people were sane to a point, that we all knew what was expected of us, and how we should act toward others. You know, human rights kinda stuff.
It seems that not all of us were brought up the same.
Some of us believed the world were… View Post
Ransom
Ransom http://wp.me/s23KqM-ransom She held the kids for ransom
And now there was nothing left
She’d created a hole
Everyone would fall in
Now their lives were left bereft View Post
March 2013
1 post
He told her - Can you imagine the abuse
“He told her. Can you image the kind of abuse he got. He looked totally wrecked!!!” I said to my friend.
“Oh my gosh really? What did he say??”
“Well, he told her that he was never coming backand that she could see other people if she wanted to. She told… View Post
February 2013
5 posts
I do not want you to suffer any more
I would defend your honour to the ends of earth, hell and back
Just to have your heart returned to you
The loss I feel that your heart has been stolen
The heartache I partake when your soul is worn
Let me mend the parts which have been broken Let me seal… View Post
Suffocation of emptiness
I cannot live in a world without love I cannot bear the shame I cannot stand the suffocation of emptiness I will not be to blame.
My heart is aching all day long I cannot stand the pain I guess I’m not really all that strong To be brought down by heaviness and… View Post
Today is the Day
today is the day
there is never tomorrow
only today can be ours if we take it
there has been other days
but they are now gone
we can smile
we can forget y
and we can live today
today is the day
there is never tomorrow
only today can be ours if we take it View Post
Married the wrong person
(Continuation of the story…)
Jeremy messaged me, “How are you?”
“Ok. And you?” I replied, feeling surprised that he’d contacted me already.
“Sad and scared”
I felt so angry. Why did it seem like she always won? When was it going to be my turn to win? I… View Post
Judge Me
“Judge me. Feel free
Cos the freer you feel
The freer you’ll let me be “
“It’s truly sad to see
You suffering so immensely
You need distracting
So you use me conveniently “
By singer/songwriter Sia
When people use you just to get famous, or make… View Post
January 2013
7 posts
Guilted - "Polly put the pressure on"
As I got my stuff settled into Alexa’s place and paid her rent for her, she decided to tell Jeremy’s ex about the two of us. (Which didn’t make any sense to me, because he was living in his own flat, not with her) To which she guilt-ed him heavily until he… View Post
The pain was getting worse
The pain was getting worse – and it was all my doing – Why can’t I just say NO? Why can’t I just go up to her and punch her friggin lights out?!! I am dying at my own hands and I only have myself to blame. What the hell am I doing? View Post
Fight for him!
As I got my stuff settled into Alexa’s place and paid her rent for her, she decided to tell Jeremy’s ex about the two of us. (Which didn’t make any sense to me, because he was living in his own flat, not with her) To which she guilt-ed him heavily until he… View Post
Take him all to myself
I want to drive around to his house even though his wife is there and just take him all to myself. I can’t stand the thought that she is getting all the attention that I want.
I want to drag her out of her bed shove her in the car and take her away where… View Post shared via WordPress.com
Songs Echoing
I drove through all the things I had to do with music in my ears and felt better through the singing of some of the songs I found.
Strange how my body and heart seemed to respond to the strength of the vibrations echoing throughout.
Key songs held me up… View Post shared via WordPress.com
Black Hole
Feel like I’m stuck in a black hole Can’t move forward Can’t move back All my energy zapped from me Suffocating me
Pressure mounting around me Forcing my insides to burst To break
Silence deafening me Blasting out my eardrums And a deep dull throbbing Over and… View Post shared via WordPress.com
December 2012
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November 2012
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July 2012
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Vigilance and learning
To concieve life together
in the physical realm is easy…
To nurture and lead the creation on
takes vigilance
and constant learning
To acheive a performance
To keep moving forward…
~ Ally View Post shared via WordPress.com
Breakfast far away
A breakfast so far away
Tension mounting
Fear freezing all thought
Caught in a moment
of time
Unable to see clear
To the new
Morning.
~ Ally View Post shared via WordPress.com
Me to blame
My voice has been stunted
I must find release
My cries must be heard
And to finally cease.
Shield me, oh shield me
The anger the shame
The feelings of hopelessness
Only me to blame.
I must let go
Or I cannot be free
I must let go
There will be no more me.
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Play
#Prose : “Play” http://wp.me/p23KqM-3L #relationships #heart #sway Play
Ways that we
play
Fray
the mind or
Flay
the heart
Sway
In ways
We never wanted to
Sway
~ Ally View Post shared via WordPress.com
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Safety Net
She cried alone to the sky
She pounded her fists on the ground
How her life seemed nothing at all now
To bring her joy, not even a sound.
Her life could be crushed by one such as he,
To be built up and brought down to earth. Love meant nothing, now her… View Post shared via WordPress.com
June 2012
9 posts
Sold him down the river
Blog post: Sold him down the river #abusivespouse #crushed #evilwoman Her hatefulness was always part of her every sinew of being, even though she lied to those around her that it was not.
It was her all powerful hatred that bound him to her. Feeling too powerless to move, to think, to breathe. His heart was crushed and she… View Post shared via WordPress.com
Hearts of all lovers
There’ll always be failures
Only way to figure out how to do things correctly
Seeing another way
Every day another way forward
Just keep moving forward
The more failures, the closer to the best
Love has its sacrifices Spirit shall evolve in the hands and… View Post shared via WordPress.com
She is at it again... Horror does become her
My heart catches in my throat, I feel unable to breathe. She is at it again. I bite my tongue and hold my breath, keeping from everyone – from him, from her, from my family the tradgedy… The brokenness. The sound catching in my throat.
I stand utterly… View Post shared via WordPress.com
Random posties and a hearty Sorry
I have to let everyone reading that I’m sorry about my posts being all over the place. I hope to at some stage get them in some order, as also my mind (as if that will happen).
Yes they are very random. Some of the little posts are writings that are a… View Post shared via WordPress.com
Individuality
I know now that I will always have to fight for my individuality. There will never be a time where there are not too many people out there who will never hear the words I speak, or understand what I do, because they have themselves in the way.
They… View Post shared via WordPress.com
